“Langkahku gontai. Menyeret dan membawaku ke dalam kelamnya masa
lalu. Terangkai dan terbingkai debu, lusuh dan kusam. Aku selalu mencoba mengubur puing puing itu dan menyiramnya
dengan air mataku. Namun, apa dayaku ketika semuanya hanya menambah pilu...”
Musim penghujan makin gigil
Daun-daun dipekarangan berdesir mempercakapkan kemuraman malam
Aku masih saja mencari cinta
namun tak kutemukan wujud dan rupanya
pernah sekali saat aku terlelap, kutemukan dirinya.
cinta itu melompat-lompat diantara percikan embum
namun sedetik kemudian ia melangkah mundur dan terus menuai jarak
ia kemudian terliha samar, terlihat seperti titik di kejauhan
lalu ia lenyap, cinta itu melebur bersama pekartnya alam bawah sadarku
Aku terbangun, kerongkonganku tercekat
pertama cinta itu menghampiri, namun lenyap dalam sekejap
kemana cintaku?
cintaku hilang bersama gugurnya daun yang ditebar angin. Cinta itu meluruh,
memudar dan hanyut bersama kenyataan yang menghantam.
lalu tak bisa ditemukan.
She can't see the way your eyes will light up when you smile She never noticed how you stop and stare whenever
she walks by And you can't see me wanting you the way you want
her But you are everything to me
And I just want to show you, she don't even know
you She's never gonna love you like I want to And you just see right through me but if you only
knew me We could be a beautiful miracle, unbelievable Instead of just invisible, yeah
There's a fire inside of you that can't help but
shine through But she's never gonna see the light, no matter
what you do And all I think about is how to make you think of
me And everything that we could be
And I just want show you, she don't even know you She's never gonna love you like I want to And you just see right through me but if you only
knew me We could be a beautiful miracle, unbelievable Instead of just invisible
Like shadows in the faded light, oh, we're
invisible I just wanna open your eyes and make you realize
And I just want to show you, she don't even know
you Baby, let me love you, let me want you You just see right through me but if you only knew
me We could be a beautiful, miracle, unbelievable Instead of just invisible, oh, yeah
She can't see the way your eyes will light up when
you smile
Let's dive in my pensieve. I draw, I read, I write. Brain works properly at night. Graduated from Psychology tho I have no idea about my own state of mind most of the time.
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